I’ve completely neglected my blog… WHY! so time consuming.. but i am back
I feel like taking lots of pictures(; (Taken with picplz.)
Happy new year! (Taken with picplz.)
Simply me(: (Taken with picplz.)
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I love yoooh (Taken with picplz.)
Low power scanning electron microscope image, showing osteoporotic architecture in the fourth lumbar vertebra of an 89 year old woman (x20). The bone is heavily eroded in places by the action of osteoclasts and consists mainly of thin, fragile struts. (via Bone Research Society)
i can only do it so long. i feel like i have held it all in for too long.
i have held back tears to save you the pain but the tears keep coming back and get harder and harder to keep away.
i don’t know how it came to this point, i know you love me, but i am growing up.
i can’t be your little girl forever. but just because i make a decision similar to theirs.. I AM NOT THEM. they ruined my life.. ruined it. but i will forgive them. they are my sisters. i forgive you too. but i cant understand why you base my life off of theirs. I have made it farther so far haven’t i?
I did not change over night… i just hit a breaking point. to say that i hate you is so wrong. i love you so much that i want to save myself from hating you. so please PLEASE just trust me. i know what i am doing. i don’t know if you know this.. but i am very mature for my age..
NOw being mature doesn’t mean that i cant act immature.. but i know alot for my age.. and i can think very well for my self..
so to save myself.. and you.. i love you daddy.. but i am growing up.. and i am no longer Mormon… i am no longer the perfect daughter you want me to be.. i am simply ME.. and i will not apologize for that..
as much as we hate them.. we love them more.. hate is the strongest form of love. (: i have come to be soooo happy! i never knew a relationship was this easy… you just have to find that one person that makes it that easy. I am sure you all know what i am talking about! but at the moment my life is just a bliss.. (: pure happiness<3
i feel like this is in the future! haha